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Assalamu'alaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh

SALAM 2015!!!

Sudah berapa lama aku inda post di blog ku ane.. Alhamdulillah sangat sangat banyak perkara telah berlaku pada tahun 2013 sehingga 2014. kalau aku kan 'update' semuanya, inda(tidak) tekabir(handle) kan menulis semua nya.

Aku akan bekurapak(bercakap) dalam bahas melayu brunei sebanyak mungkin kerana aku kan memperkenalkan bahasa tanah kelahiranku. *peace* teehee

Alhamdulillah aku sudah melalui salah satu exam besar iaitu GCE A level exam. keputusan ku.. Alhamdulillah aku bersyukur dan terima saja apa yang Allah bagi.

tapi... syukur alhamdulillah. walaupun aku inda(tidak) memulakan hidup universiti ku seawal seperti kawan-kawan yang lain, tetapi Allah sudah menyediakan yg lain untuk ku. Alhamdulillah, aku berjaya memasuki sebuah universiti di Australia: The University of Queensland dengan mengambil program Bachelor of Occupational Therapy selama 4 tahun (insyaAllah).

Sepanjang 2015, banyak yang aku harungi. naik dan turunnya iman, Allah saja yang tahu. Berbagai situasi, berbagai holiday, berbagai memori, berbagai perasaan sudah pernah di alami. Walauapapun, dalam semua yang di alami atu(itu) alhamdulillah ialah sesuatu yang sudah tertulis, ada hikmah dan untuk mendekatkan hubungan ku dengan Allah (S.W.T).

So much to share untuk 2015 sehingga kan satu post ane, indakan (takkan) cukup.

Terima kasih kerana membaca :)

ps: I wrote this pada tahun 2015 dan ada tambahan pada tahun 2016.

Biology presentation :D

I am in the group 4 and our group presented topic: Translocation of food in plants.
at first i'm kinda nervous..but then it wash away like wave as i have friends beside me.
In the asking & answer session, my friend,Reedznan got to answer most of it and got many marks..give a big applause to him..and congrates! while i'm able to answer and got 1 point! while Benji also got 1 point i think..2 of my friends didn't get any mark..so sad to know.

zawanah at present time (2015) commented: I didn't know what i was going to write back then. this post never been published and remained as draft til today. Reading this now reminded me of how childish i can be sometime. you wouldn't want to see the unedited version. hahaha.

My First Day At PTEM :)

This is not my first time i went to PTEM and certainly not the first time stepping foot on it but on that day,it's just indescribable but i'm going to describe it anyway. Teehee. That morning,I woke up at 5:30 am. I grabbed my towel and went downstairs to take a shower. It's been a long time since i wake up that early. That exciting feeling is just unforgettable. I checked myself in the mirror,I spotted two eye bags and I just smiled. I couldn't sleep the night before. I'm so sure for those who are anticipating for tomorrow know how i feel. So I put on my clothes and switched all the lights off. I unlocked the front door and step outside. It was the most unforgettable feelings. The sky is still dark blueish and the sun was fighting it's way up to welcome us all. The birds were singing. The melody was drifting with the cold morning wind to my ear. I totally feel like they were welcoming me with a broad smile. The scent of morning dew is so fresh that my mind become so clear and relax. It's like people were lining alongside of me to give a way for me to walk. I stood there for as long as i can remember.

On the way to school,my mom was complaining that she's cold. The air conditioner just became strong that morning. I whispered in my head, " I feel chilly too but it's just weird. My heart seemed to feel the same way too but way more than that,Weird! " Butterfly on my stomach followed after that.

I shook and kiss gently my mother's hand before i set foot on the ground of the front lobby. Coincidentally, the national anthem was sung so i stood together with the others as a sign of respect to our beloved country. I saw people were busying around looking at the paper on the notice boards. The seniors in charged handed out their hands to help us. We were told to look for the tutor group and proceed as fast as we could to the hall directly. I was grateful that they were there. How nice it was to think that I have a seniors like that in my new school.
I thought, " this is good. I'm sure i'm going to survive in this school" and produced a smile and made my way. Along the way, I met with Husna,Shaff and Ezey! They are my old classmates.

I met a new friend there. I was finding my seats and when i finally found one,there's already a girl sitting beside it. She smiled and said to me, " Haii,you're Zawanah Omar right. From facebook."
I replied," Owh,yes that's me. umm.. how come u know?"
She said," Don't you remember? I am FishBall (her facebook name). You asked me whether i came from SMSSA?"
I was just surprised. Never thought someone actually recognized me. I answered," No,sorry i don't remember but nice to meet you." I handed out my hand and smile. She took my hand and smile too. That was the beginning of our friendship. The introductions began and the induction programme started after the national anthem and the school's song were sung by the MP students.

After we were dismissed, I came to look for my old classmates. They were hanging around at the corner. Mostly boys. We chit chat and went out. We were having our break time. Some people went to canteen,some were just sitting and chit chatting,some were looking around and some went to the notice boards to fill in the timetable.

We went back to hall for a short briefing and we were let go with our group tutor. They showed us the place from corner to corner.My Group Tutor now is Mr Parkish :) We arrived at our reg. room. He took attendance. He asked who wants to volunteer to become the leader and the assistant. No one raise their hands. Some of the girls who know me suggested me. They wanted me to raise my hand. I want too but only if all/majority of the class agree to it. After a short silent,sir gave out a paper to my new classmate who was also sitting beside me at the hall during the briefing just now. It was for our duty rooster. I thought she's our new assistant monitor so i congratulated her. Thankfully she said no. Hehe. I actually want that position. So before anyone take it,I went straight to Mr Parkish and volunteer myself :)

He continued "OUR SIGHT-SEEING". hehe. Then he dismissed us and told us to go anywhere we like. I managed to find my old classmates and one of my girlfriends. The place was just so crowded. We went to canteen and bought some foods. Then we met my other girlfriends. Now,we are complete. We found a seat for everyone. We met our seniors from our previous school. They kindly greeted us.

Slowly one by one gone. I was the only one left and was still eating. Why am i always the last? *sigh* My friend,Nad was actually there to accompany me but she hasn't met her boyfriend for a long time so i don't want to disturb them. I finished quickly. Shaff left her "NEW" pencil case (haha) at the table so Nad and me went to the front lobby to return it hoping that she was still there. Luckily she was! Her car has arrived though. My friend,Jatt asked for my company to The Exhibition Hall. She said her ride will wait there and so i did. I also asked my mom to fetch me there. While we were waiting,we had a nice chit chat about the day. Her ride came first.

Someone patted me on the shoulder. It was my old classmate back in primary school. Her name is Farizah. We were reminiscing our childhood. Then,there was one girl who came and ask for direction. It took us awhile before we realized that she was our classmate too in SRDS. How funny fate works! We had a chit chat. she kept coming in exhibition hall and out the lobby as she was not sure where her ride will be. In the middle of that, My ex-classmates,Ezey and Adhan were there too. We had a chit chat. Adhan just kept silent waiting but constantly nodding at times to show that he was involve with the convo. He is always like that but i'm used to it. Ezey's ride arrived and i waved at her sister. She is very kind and always give a good advice. Also smart and pretty like her brother.After a long waiting,My mom arrived. My sisters at the back seats were smiling as if craving for my story.

OVERALL,it was a TIRING DAY!

BUT

IT WAS FUN!

That was my first day at college. What's yours?

There's a start to everything

and

What is a life without adventure so don't hesitate

:)

IT'S 2012 ALREADY?

HAII! I haven't post anything for a long time. Since it's 2012 already,so many things have passed. Like The qualifying result i talked about in the previous post,It came out pretty good but still need to reach excellent. Because of that result,I got listed to be among 70+ peoples in the FIRST COHORT to go to 6th form. I was HAPPY and GLAD. So I went to PTEM on the open day for the registraion,signing contract and everything. This is just like a try out so we didn't actually go to PTEM. Not until the results are out. Owh yeah,in the middle of that,there was O'LEVEL EXAMINATION! It all have passed. I went through it but we're still waiting for the result to come out. Hope it comes out excellent though i know i didn't give much effort in it. I studied last minute. How stupid i am! I regretted it :( SO TO THE READERS OUT THERE who are having their exam this year,any exam,DON'T EVER EVER STUDY LAST MINUTE! Many people put high expectations on me so that's why i don't know what to do if i disappointed them especially my mom. I'm prepared (i think) to get any punishment. I just feel regret! That's why i'm going to use this little time in 6th form wisely to learn as best as i can and play as little as i can.


THIS YEAR: 2012 I have new visions. I know that i'm not going to score high in O'level so that's why this year,I'm going to move forward. WORK HARDER THAN BEFORE! I WILL PUT EVERYTHING ON THE LINE! I WILL KEEP ON LEARNING AND REVISE WHEN I'M HOME. I WON'T WATCH TV AT ALL (can but only during weekends :D). I WILL USE MY PS TIME VERY WISELY (socializing + revision). I MUST COMPETE WITH MYSELF! I WON'T GOING TO HAVE A BOYFRIEND! (hehe) . I WON'T ATTEND ANY HANG OUTS AT THE MALL (wasting $). I WON'T GO OUTSIDE OFTEN (strolling with fams,wasting time) BUT I WILL ATTEND ANY ACTIVITIES THAT KEEPS ME HEALTHY AND WORTHWHILE like playing netball and CCA. I MUST REFRAIN MYSELF FROM LOGGING INTO FACEBOOK! IT'S DEADLY ADDICTED AND DANGEROUS!

PHEW! I'VE SAID IT!

HAPPY NEW YEAR everyone!! :)

ITS JULY!!

Urggh.. i hate how things get me so busy until i stop writing. Anyway i'm just stopping by. i'm still busy with school. many things happened. for short.. there's a major difference between my last result with my mid year exam result. Major as if in a bad major difference. feel like not talking about it. Right now i'm battling with myself to conquer O level exam. At first i thought i will feel the stress and so i take measures before the stress came. But now i realize that i had enough free time and it's THE TIME.

My friend's brother died last 2 days around 2am. i feel like a bringer of bad news. he's quite a famous boy i must say. people keep talking about his death and remembering his good deeds. It happened on Friday. We believe that people who died on Friday is a good person. May Allah bless his soul and let him rest in peace. Amin.

Anyway, i will sit for my qualifying exam next week. I'm so not ready. Wish me Luck!

2011 updates

okay.. school is back. sorry guys i can't mark my words. about the dancing video. i may not post any video of me dancing. *cry* :( i want to. anyway last year(2010) something came up that my mom can't come to parents teacher meets. oh yeah! but i get the copy of my results from teacher.
here it is: Malay language B3
English language C6 ( i know.. but at least i pass)
Mathematics A2
Chemistry C5
Biology B4
Physics C5
Additional Maths B4
IRK B4
POA A2
MIB A1

position: 2nd in class.

overall: i'm not really satisfied with myself. i'm gonna improve it. Not so many distinction ah..

December updates:
as far as i can remember i went camping to KBFSC,Temburong
and to Kem Generasi Y organised By BIBD. so my skin got darker.. *cry.. well,my fault. i just love camping.

2011 UPDATES!!!

JANUARY:

We have one day sale host by POA department. its where students have a chance to do business. selling their things and so on. ITS SUPER AWESOME. my friend syaz do business by taking photo of others and published em'. as for my friend,hana sell ice milo with hershey's on top. so yummy. SOLD OUT!! really. i think in the end she got hundreds plus $$.. cool right.

then i met him. long story. dun wanna talk about it.ehem.

my cousin got NIKAH. yay!! congrates.

FEBRUARY:

on the 6th, my cousin got married!!

then on the 16th, our school got ENGLISH DAY. i'm one of the deejay. my shift is during breaktime. 10am to 10.30 am. my partner at that time is REEDZNAN.


And any of these days His Majesty is going to visit our school. so our school is on stand by. he hasn't visited us yet but i hope soon!! i'm so excited!!

Today, 23rd February 2011, Brunei celebrate its 27th National Day. i'm proud to be a Bruneian and living under his majesty rule. we are fortunate to have a king like him.
hope today will make us young generations remember how many blood has been shed in order to free this country and feel the pain that our old generations suffered. I'm grateful to have live til today. Without them, i will not be born in this blissful country. Thank You Brunei.

kerana "Negaraku Brunei Darussalam"

MERDEKA!

Tuan Sir Muda Haji Omar Ali Saifuddien, 28th king of brunei said this 3 words upon our freedom, "Allahuakbar! Allahuakbar! Allahuakbar!"

Daulat Tuanku!

Dance Fever

Holiday Hobby Updated!

i love to dance nowadays. I've been planning through out the year to learn dance and now my dream come true. wherever i go, my feet just keep dancing. It will only stop when i go to sleep i guess. Haha. Soon after i finish mastering it,i will post the video. Just wait and see. Oww..i'm so excited.

My nasyid performance was ok. i ask several comments from judges. they said it was good. one says the whole performance was great except the microphone. It spoils a bit. So our song that we sang as promise from earlier post are *jeng**jeng* "Rindu Muhammadku" and "Rasulullah".

And..wait for it..

WE GOT 2nd PLACE..yay!!

Its unexpected and unbelievable.

my cousin who is in member of a group,MUNAWARAH wins the 1st place. I'm so happy for them. Their song is the best. Simple but touching. They earned it.

To all my group members, HADWAN. Congratulation! We did it! thank you for ur cooperation through out the practice. I appreciate it so much. And I would like to apologize if i said or did something wrong that might hurt your feeling.

HADWAN= KETENANGAN

Love you all